"You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows." Psalm 23:5

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Filled Again At His Table



Yesterday I walked my yard in search of a tiny replica of the cat-of-nine-tails I made years ago to include in our homemade resurrection eggs.  My grandson intrigued by the tiny stick with knotted threads either tucked it in his pocket or dropped it in the yard the night before Easter.  That afternoon and on into the evening we celebrated with two chicks named Tender and Nugget, and a wonderful spread of colorful appetizers and desserts.  The night culminated in an egg hunt and the opening of resurrection eggs out on the lawn.   Eggs hidden in the yard were filled with heart shaped pictures clipped from magazines representing various things in the world we attempt to fill our hearts with, both for survival and pleasure.  Prior to the hunt I informed my grandson of one very special egg hidden with all the rest – large, shiny and silver.  He needed little encouragement to search enthusiastically, for we were made to search, to yearn, to hunger, TO FIND!!  He searched high and low, but had to be helped to recover the silver egg.  This was intentional.  The silver egg held a skeleton key.  An explanation follows. 


Once he experienced the thrill of finding all the eggs, he of course eagerly opened them to discover not candy, but paper hearts.  (Disappointment intended.)  Briefly, I explained that God made us to search, to desire and look for more in life.  It was fairly easy for him to grasp that that is why we are quick to want to move on to the next thing, the next fun experience.  And that we did!  He opened the silver egg and I explained that the key it contained opened an egg larger than all the rest.  Inside it he found characters from the greatest story every told:  a lamb, donkey, rooster, and king, along with a lion to narrate the story.  I told him the Easter story holds the secret to all we long for – the answer to our heart’s desire!!!  To convey the mystery and value of the Easter message, I glued a lock corresponding to the key on the large egg.  I also explained that God often uses people who know Him well to help those who don’t to find the key to a JOY-FILLED life with Him forever.  (Thus, the help given him to find the silver egg).  Finally, I promised that if he could unlock the mystery (tell the story using the egg full of characters) next Easter he would be given a wonderful prize!!  My hope is to ultimately encourage him to also share the story with friends using this tool.  He asked if he could get a prize for sharing the story over Christmas.  Who could deny him that request??  I can see it now, right along side the nativity scene!!!

Unlocking Easter's Mysteries
Characters in His Resurrection Story


Finally, on an heirloom cross-stitched quilt under light of a floor lamp brought outside, we pried open the resurrection eggs one-by-one in order, sharing the gospel beginning with the triumphal entry and ending with the Returning King!!

J, J, J, Jaxon and the Chicks
Awwwwww!!  Jax and Nelson.
Attack of the Chicks!!

In preparation for this celebration and Easter morning to follow, I sensed the Lord saying, “Make a big deal out of My Resurrection!!”  He sparked more ideas than I had time to pull off – providing me a jump start on next year.  I decorated the Easter table with oversized “teacups” (clay vessels to be filled and refilled!!) – from which we served chocolate milk Easter morning with our breakfast.  Two very large cups served as a centerpiece.  In one, my grandson and I planted a resurrection garden and in the other the resurrection eggs lay waiting on a bed of Easter grass.  Easter morning the stone in the resurrection garden “magically” rolled away prior to my grandson waking.  He came to the table excited on making this discovery.  There at his place at the table he also found a resurrection basket filled with instruments to make a joyful noise, candy (a chocolate fish and cross, of course), small toys and a stuffed lamb.


Yesterday, two weeks post-Easter I didn’t find the missing cat-of-nine-tails replica in the yard, though in my searching I found so much more!!  That is the way it is with our Savior!!  He compels us to search that we might find the more hidden for us.  Filling my mind with thoughts and dreams for my youngest grandson’s upcoming birthday, I’d spent several nights online combing the internet for ideas and pinning them to a “planning board.”  Mind you, his birthday is not until July 26th.  Planning for Easter and then celebrating together with family had been so rich that I just wanted to again drink in my fill.  In the meantime, tasks were left undone, as well as the writing of all God had said and done the past few weeks.  God told me yesterday morning to lay aside party planning and quiet my heart to listen while working on putting up Easter and cleaning up house and yard.


I talked to Him about my obsession with pinning pictures and He gave insight into what was driving that.  He showed me that I not only hunger to creatively express myself, but that I also fear losing ideas, fond memories, all the treasures He gives me.  Thus I experience a sense of urgency to record, organize, tuck away safely these precious intangibles – both the stories, mental images and the feelings they invoke, the spirit of all – lest they be lost forever.  This contributes to compulsive behaviors, for who can store up yesterday’s manna, so abundantly given by God for the present day?  While searching the yard for that tiny stick and thinking about the above, I noticed all kinds of things tucked into the grass just below eye level.  Remnants of our party two weeks ago – bits of crepe paper robbed of color by rain, colorful scraps of burst balloons, tiny yellow flowers (like the ones I picked with Nelson to put in our resurrection garden), and a dandelion highlighted by God.  I grabbed my camera and snapped pictures as I toured the yard.  Each little shred of yesterday brought to mind the previous event in vivid detail. 

Spring Party Cupcakes
My Life Woven Into Nest
 
Then God compelled me to revisit the nest I had pulled from the live oak not long ago and set on my entry hall table.  The day I brought it in I studied with delight all the little fragments of MY life woven into this nest.  There were pieces of lace from a bridal shower held in my yard, mesh from a tiki torch wick that lit the night that same evening, ribbons, and cotton fill that our now deceased dog had playfully pulled from his pillow filling the yard with “snow.”  I laughed to see that mama bird’s ingenuity in making a resting place for her eggs, a home for her chicks out of memories.  Then it occurred to me, the Lord is preparing a place for me, He who cares for sparrows and me much more, is readying home, a resting place for me.  Surely, He will take from earth bits of the most important events, the sweetest experiences with Him and others and creatively lay them down for me to rest upon.  He assured me a picture, indeed worth a thousand words, awaits my viewing – one that captures all I need remember of Time.  He settled me peacefully on my earthly nest letting me know He can be trusted with future plans, memories, stories that need be told in the here and now.  There’s plenty of time – I’m eternal, enjoy the day!!


I knew then why He highlighted the dandelion beside one spent – for seeds with wings shall spring from my life with Him, bloom throughout time, and with His blessing turn up again woven into rich testimonial tapestries carpeting heaven’s halls.



Under the live oak I snapped a picture of a leaf heart, white with Tender and Nugget’s bird poop!!  Another highlight – what a sense of humor He has.  Outside my bathroom window I happened to notice the mirrored peace ornament alight with afternoon sun.  I approached to snap a picture.  A fitting conclusion to lovely day in His presence being filled with peace and joy!!!


Filled Again At His Table,
Terry

Lori, Adopted Mom!!
Thank you to daughters, Lori Anderson for fabulous menu and hours of cooking, and to Charlcie Eyth for helping with food and taking the gorgeous pictures.  Visit her facebook photography site at https://www.facebook.com/AndersonEythPhotography
Charlcie and I Easter Morning

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Hungry? Thirsty? Come!!


Precious Grandson, Jaxon, Eating First Muffin

"Come all who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come buy and eat!  Come, buy wine and milk without money and without cost.  Why spend money on what is not bread, and your labor on what does not satisfy?  Listen, listen to Me, and eat what is good, and your soul will delight in the richest of fare.  Give ear and come to Me; hear Me that your soul may live."  Isaiah 55:1-3a
How He Surprises Us With the Mirror of His Word!!
The Lord so encouraged me yesterday with the following:  
I’ve made you to contain, to hold contents, to content you!!  You will learn this in the world sin-devastated, for Adam and Eve, like you, couldn’t learn it in Perfect Garden walking with Me in cool of day.  I desire not only to walk beside but to reside inside, to occupy you, and you desire to be occupied, filled, and never alone.  You desire not only to be surrounded by beauty, but to enter into Beauty, and I into you.  Intercourse pictures faintly the pleasure intended forever for you.
I emptied Myself, came and became God-Man, taking your place on blood-stained cross, covering once for all your shame.  Then, emptying tomb of all power to contain you, I opened The Way for you to contain Me, that I might content you, fill and refill you always.

Already Chewing on The Word
For further blessing, meditate upon:  Psalm 34:8, Matthew 5:6, Isaiah 49:10, Palm 42:1-5, John 4:31-34, John 6, John 7:37-39, and Psalm 63:1.  One Thousand Gifts, by Ann VosKamp also has much to say about collecting manna!!